It's a pretty bright day in this part of the world, but sadly a gloomy day for me. It is exactly 11 days to my birthday, I have never been struck with this much anxiety while approaching a new age. It feels like Twenty is that age I want to remain at. It feels like clocking Twenty-One means more responsibilities, more bills to handle, more things to achieve and just more everything.

It is also not just about the age, I'll be leaving the University in less than 3 months and have no plans for after school. This is killing me because what am I supposed to do now? Start job hunting? Start a new business? Go back to my parents' house? Stay back at school? The reality about to hit me scares me to bits.

Anyways, buy me a coffee to feel better. I'd really appreciate it.

Yours love,

Lilian.