An ongoing note.

I have researched on how to love myself, what loving myself should feel like and what the expected outcome should be. All of which I found are practices that I intentionally engage in not for the sake of 'loving myself' but instead, for the sake of living a simple, good and colorful life.
If 80% of what is required for one to love themselves is something I already do, why do I still feel somewhat empty? I try to live life simply so that I am not pressured by what society or social media thinks I should have or should have achieved.